Dear Someone-I-haven't-met

Hey you...
I just wondering what kind of challenge you face right now. In this crowded world I feel like every movement is so fast. So do you. Feels like you can move everywhere so that you meet many kind of situations , people, relationships, and environment. After all those things can we   possible to meet? I know everything is possible. But, it's just like we're so far to reach each other haha ( I don't even ever picture you ). Anyway I just want to say I really want to keep this principle. Cause I think if I were you I would have been hurt if I know that my partner be like..... but, it was all just my thought. I don't know what you think or know what you do right now. Would you even do the same? Would you even think about me? Is this a loneliness? So lame haha but, whatever... Hey you, have a good day~

A Little Secret

Keep silent, I want to tell you a secret. Girls may just fall in love by a simple thing someone does.

It's actually a beautiful thing. To feel happy is simple.

Plain Soup (?)

I've never been really happy or sad. So far my life is just like a plain soup, no taste. But, many times I made mistakes, some small mistakes that never been erased. Even, those were just a small things but they stuck on my mind. How if there will be a big one?
I hardly ever cry and too easy to laugh. My tears is invisible. Yes, my fault, forgetting how to feel sad. I wonder my feeling is numb or it's actually not.
No one knows this. It sometimes does really hurt. But, who the hell want to feel it with me? No need to be shared right?
I apologize for making you all disappointed.
So terrified of something that will come.  Am I that strong?

If I could ....

If I could
I want to give the best education for 'them'
Making them safe from this uncomfortable feelinh
If I could
I want to give the biggest thanks to my parents and those who still stand by me with all my imperfections
If I could
I want to reform all my insecurities to be a strong motivation
If I could
I want to say istighfar as much as all of my ungrateful thoughts

If I could I want to do something I'm sure about

If I could insyaAllah I would

A Cute Little Girl Original Thought

I've ever thought like this before :p well now the sad feeling sometimes comes out and i don't know what to do. Our time when we were a child is really precious. Many mental problems are caused by trauma when we were a kid such as phobia and autism. They deserve of having a good child time, enjoying the natural environment, knowing how colorful flower is, seeing many kind of attractive animals, memorizing the love that the got, and feeling the awesome of all the things that Allah SWT creates without damage that we make. Don't let our next generation lost all those great moments :)

Vanessa Mae, violin - Reflection

This is song titled Reflection is played by Vanessa Mae. She is a famous violinist who has play many songs in great skill and perfectly amazing. Reflection is one of the soundtrack of Disney movie, Mulan :) . I really love this violinist and the idea of Walt Disney of making many lovely movies. Now here we go the duet of Walt Disney and Vanessa Mae LOL enjoy!

Al-Quran, Surah Ad-Dhuha : 3